Officially resign......and a Product development executive

Phew...ended peacefully...
sigh...both of my managers are really really nice...

my MD even said that he'll treat it as a one-month sabbatical leave...
both of them welcome me anytime back to the company...which was really nice...
sigh...
maybe this sales job is not suitable for at this moment.

i'll need to venture the possibilities out there for me..
i still wanna see myself contributing to the people...
developing something which is beneficial to human and also to the environment...and of cos which is accessible to everyone..

adjusting my salary from rm1900 to rm2500...was really tempting..plus the car usage..with petrol card....and tolls, car parks that are claim-able...plus the trips to europe and china next year....
let's hope my future job really worth it that i give up everything i mentioned above.

i still dunno how much am i paid for my job....
unbelievable...
ehehehe...

wish me luck in my new job...

oh....im not heading to johor and penang next week after all....why bother waste any more funds on me since i'm leaving..

It's been so long

ello.....*removing spider webs*

remember me??

well...lots of things have had happened.....

been to johor...been to singapore (finally)...and been to singapore again....
met many people...all around the world...
some german ppl...Ms. Birgit, Mr. Micheal, Mr. ....and another MD.....and another one..which all of them are really nice...
even some south korean tooo...
and more singaporeans....

omg...eating in singapore...no no no no...drinking water in singapore is really expensive...even petrol is much cheaper there compare to water...(not comparing their petrol price and ours...)
actually...it's just like our pricing if we don't do the conversion...it's $1.70+..and it fluctuate...depending on the market price i guess....but oh my...there are lots...lots....lots.... of MAZDA CARS.!!!
but too bad...can't speed that much also...the fastest they can go is like 90kmh...that's it...
and the parking....sigh...which is true...everywhere you parked you need to pay...sigh...troublesome...

but dun think i can travel that much anymore...
actually...i supposed to go to penang and johor next week with my colleague and boss on separate occasion..but i decided to RESIGN..!!! well, haven't tender the letter yet....doing it TOMORROW...well, guess i'll be missing Paris, Shanghai and HK next year...too bad...Paris...sigh..

I'm leaving sales for good which is good for me....i hope it's good for me...
well, i din expect myself to tender till mid of next month.....
but my boss scared the hell out of me....

Wed: I have a meeting with my MD....to discuss about my clients under my accounts...
he asked how I find the job....whether everything was okay or not...and i lied...saying everything was so far so good...then blah blah blah...then he said that it's already three months i worked....and if I'm okay with the work...and they kinda okay with me..they would like to confirm me..saying the salary would be adjusted...I was shocked...scared...walked out...called dear...talk talk talk...walk back into his office...and ask him to hold on the confirmation thing

talk for few hours....3-4 hours...lunch together...at puchong, a german restaurant...my dish wasn't that yummy...

well, he asked me to think about it...dun rush things...saying that i havent settle into the enviroment yet...

sigh..

Thurs: went to another short interview with another company...went to see the MD after the first short brief interview last few weeks before i went to singapore and johor...didn't asked much...just see me and welcome me to the company... oh by the way...my job title is product development...hmm...i like it more than the im holding now...cos this seems interesting...
sigh...so scared .....

my boss and the lady boss...have another short talk with me...talk talk talk talk...and my boss said that why i didn't ask how much is my salary adjusted...well...i was shocked when they wanna confirm me...why i wanna know how much i pay when i wanna leave the company...sigh...
feeling sooo guitly now...
sigh sigh sigh...

TOMORROW...D DAY...DOOM DAY...
hope that everything will end peacefully...
amen.