floating memories

what a week...!!
well...i should say what a two weeks!!
been to genting, then uni, work, tuition...exams soon...needs to prepare my thesis which i'm lagging way behind..
sigh..

like previous post..
congrats to mr. soh on his convocation day...
i told him..that there are 3 days that the man would be very happy...
his convocation...his wedding..and the day he become a father...

while was waiting for soh..all of us sitting at the stairs..
then i notice this family..then i saw a man...happily with her granddaughter..celebrating the wonderful day...taking pictures..the man wearing the graduation hat...smiling..

the first thing came into my mind was my dad..
i miss him..
i envy those people..with their family by their side...
there's only one thing i regret in my life..
which is my dad unable to see me graduating..i'm the first to be enroll to uni..and the first to be a degree holder...and i wanted my dad to be by my side...smiling..with his golden jade teeth..
the thought of not having a pic of him with me on my graduation is sad..
the thought of him not by side is unbearable..
the thought of him is not coming back...

i thought that he would be able to see me graduating..and also getting my first real job..treating him with my first salary..all just vanished...

never thought that he would leave me...


i dunno why i still look happy here when she wants to cut a piece of me..!!