my 100th post..and btw, happy cny

wow..unbelievable that i already made my 100th post... *clap clap* ahah..
anyway...today is the last day of the year (for lunar calendar)...and tomorrow is cny...
yay!!! already received two ang pows - one from my student's mom and my own mom... =)

this is my 3rd year celebrating cny without his presence..it's really different from those days i had with him...and the last cny i had with him was not on a high note..

i used to remember that when i was young..when we still lives in setapak...after dinner..i was helping him to insert the money into the ang pows..i inserted rm200 for this ang pow...my sisters came asking me how much he put...i said one of it is rm200...somehow, when he distributed the ang pows to me and my siblings...neither one of us received the rm200 ang pow..till now, i still wonder where does that particular one went...maybe it went to my mom...

unlike those tv, where each one of the young have to greet or say something auspicious in order to get the ang pows...i never greeted anything at all... sigh

there was one year...he had stop working temporarily..he asked my sis for money..rm200 precisely...then in front of my sis..he passes the money to me...to get cny new clothes..

they said that as time pass by..the longer it gets...the less you'll remember..the pain will ease more..i beg to differ..

cny will not be the same without him...
i wish that you'll have good health and live longevity..
happy chinese new year dad...