what will i be?

about 3 in the morning...im becoming like ang...A nocturnal person...
sigh..lose $$ just now...sad...

i got 2 reports...2 test...this week...my project...need to be settle asap...im so dead...
sometimes...i lost interest in studies...i dunno why...i just feel it's really dreadful...but sometimes..i enjoy to study...suddenly i find myself quite lost...

everyone kinda working...OR graduating soon (applies to soh only)....
everyone at least having a job now or earning $$$ (except ang only)....finance, banking, engineers, accountant...
me...?im stuck in chemistry...sometimes i wonder if only i didn't change my course and stick to s.engineering...i would have graduate edi and ask my 3rd sis for advice since she is one of the best i've known in this field..too late...
but i was happy that i change to chemistry...because i prefer it over the former...well..i am still happy i choose chemistry...
i was thinking...when i grad...what will i be...?
everyone of you (who are reading this)..i believe the demands for workers in your field is high...engineers, finance, accountants...me?? ha...really envy them...especially stupid ANG, though he is unemployed now...but with his quality..who wouldn't want to employ him.. (dun bangga bangga stupid you!!)...
what i hope is just that i can land a job when i grad...and all i want to do is just to connect myself to the medicine and drug world of chemistry...
i think i'll end up being in Dior...haha...sigh...
i really like chemistry...i still have passion in it...i still believe in it...it's just that this field in malaysia disallowed me to do so...

what will i be??
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